Communicating with the Dead

The daily activity that transpires around me can be overwhelming. Spirit beings that are earthbound wander from place to place either tormenting people, watching out for people, helping people, or guiding them in what direction to go. A biblical principle that "You should walk by faith, not by sight." brings into mind these spirit beings most people cannot see.

I am gifted with this spiritual gift of sight to see spirits that are around us, and with this comes negative energies also.

Paul says to test the spirits to know if they are of Christ or not. I do test the spirits I want to know who they are, what their names are, what they want, why they are showing themselves to me. The many questions that run rampant in my mind as I am communing with the spirits. Many people would say this is a medical condition, but it isn't.

I ask for confirmation from the spirits. I do not like to be decieved by them, and I have the ability to rebuke them from my presence. Jesus the most powerful of all names gives me the power to rebuke and redirect these beings as I see fit. I do not fear what I am experiencing but I do question them.

Communicating with the Dead that are still earthbound is common, yet many people frown upon communing with them. I would make this statement; you can be afraid of them or you can deal with them directly with the authority that God gave you. Most spirit beings are not here to harm you but to protect, guide, send messages, and watch over you. Everyone has a spirit guide assigned to them that is their guardian angel, and then the spirit beings that appear around them. A person must be able to distinquish the difference between their spirit guide and a wandering spirit, but do not be afraid to commune with them.

Throughout the bible the spirits are talked about and discussed. This is a biblical concept that many today want to ignore and not recognize.

New Beginnings

We live in a world filled with possibilities and ever changing circumstances that can have endless outcomes. Sometimes in our lives we long for a shift in our lives that will reflect our growth as a whole being. My shift has emerged into this beautiful picture of peace and serenity.

I walk down a path that brings freedom to my spirit. My life has shifted and morphed into the unknowing of a new beginning for me. This life is temporary yet brings test and trials that you are to overcome and conquer along the way. Many people fear this change in their lives as they grow spiritually, mentally and physically into something more than they ever longed for. This New Beginning brings a new life, of being re-born again.

I hope you do not fear change in your life but bring to the fulfillment of the destiny that is your and yours alone. Do not be afraid to love again. Do not be afraid to begin again a new life, a new beginning, a new love, a new job, a new home and new YOU!!

Life is too short to live with regrets of an outcome you do not yet know. Reach for the stars and let them take you down this journey of rememberance to a place you longed for to begin with. Do not be stagnant in this life accepting what is set before you but reach for more, knowing their is always growth in our mist in whatever circumstances we may find ourselves.

God did not place us here just to exist but to grow, mature, and to be the best possible you ever. Sometimes we must release that one thing that is holding us back from this progress so we can grow into the being God intended us to be.

I have learned that God gives us many paths but their is only one path to Him. He is their reaching out with His hands to hold you up in the depths of dispair to pull you through this journey you are on. You are not alone in this journey He has given us helpers to assist us along the way. It is a matter of listening to these helpers that are here to direct and guide us down our path of life.

Love surrounds us if we only open our hearts and minds to the reality of what God has in store for us.

Walk Me Through the Fire

God is Great, Awesome All Powerful, All Knowing, omnipresent God that surrounds me. I feel the power of the Holy Spirit envoking his stregnth into this day and He is Walking Me Through the Fire.

I cannot say it enough, that God is Good!!

I Love Him who Created me, above all, no man can compare to His love and His provision. He said, "I will never leave you nor forsake you." and He has never left me.

I am going through some rough patches in my life and today I need the strength of a steadfast lion, and the reserve of a tiger, with the agressiveness of a bear. My God will give me the strength of His power to know when to foster each of these animal instincts into today. He has guided me through this fire and will walk hand in hand with me down this path. I will walk away victoriously because God has already ordained it. His greatness knows no bound, and he blesses his obedient children beyond compare. God is Good.

God tells me, "I am with you every step of the way. I am with you through this Fire, I will not leave you and you will walk away with your head held high and your integrity in tack. You are my child and I am your Father and I will protect you, guide you lead you down the road of my direction. DO not fear child for I am with you until the end of all eternity. You have showed your obedience to me and I have blessed you. You life is shifting but it is shifting for a good reason and a good cause, do not believe the world when changes come to your life, they are changes for your benefit. Child you have followed me as I directed you to. You gave your all to the situation placed before you and you will reap your reward from your obedience to me. I love you my child and you are blessed without compare. A new job, a new life, a new love and a home in your future. Because you have obeyed me, I will bless your children. I will give them the rewards of your labor in this. Now your connection with me is so strong that nothing can sever it. Enjoy the ride and live your life for me always."

Thank You Lord for that message. You are so Awesome, so great, so wonderful to me. How can I ever repay you? "Through your obedience to me is all I ask."

The Tallest of Indians

I seen the tallest indian in my life dressed in full indian leather warrior attire. I would have to say this Indian was a good 6'10 in heigth. I had seen his Indian face before but not his entirety of spirit. I knew he was tall but dressed in full gear just takes your breath away. He had bones around his chest area that he was using as armor of protection. His face was lean with dark charcoal underneath his eyes ready for battle. He had a feather dressing with several feathers dangling down his left side of his face.

Normally the visuals I recieve are not so vivid and descriptive but vague to me. I had fasted for two days and on the second day I was capable of seeing clearly, that wasn't my intention because I had never truly fasted before.

This day was different because my visions had subsided but due to my overstressed emotions the previous day it had caused me to loose my appetite. Then on this day my emotions had mellowed down to calm and a clearness of direction.

I also had a woman come to me, she said, "The man is coming, get ready." She repeated this phrase three times to me then dissapated.

Then a man came whom I believe was my husbands grandfather, because when I asked him who he was he would not give me a name but said, "I am his grandfather." He told me, "Let Him Go!"

See the vagueness of this statement. One a man is coming, was the man the spirit I was speaking with or was it an actual man coming? Then the man telling me to "Let Him Go!" Again this was stated three times. He also stated: "You need it and He needs it." Obviously he is talking about my husband.

This was strange because I had never spoke to his grandfather before. My husband doesn't believe in my gift, and has done everything to discredit it. I do understand the message but the girls message is different because she didn't say 'he is coming' she said "The man is coming, get ready." She also said to "Be Prepared."

This blog is a sounding board for me and I really enjoy posting on my wall, I don't post daily because what I experience is beyond people's imagination and I could be concidered a crazy lunatic by human standards but I Love the Lord and that is all that matters.

Bitterness to Forgiveness

Capturing the moment and living in the present is one of the most difficult things to do. We live in a fast-paced society that is constantly moving and we cannot seem to slow down enough to enjoy the beauty surrounding us.

Many people live in the bitter past that has consumed their every waking moment of sirenity. What is the sanity in that. Your consumable mind soaks up daily memories to grab on too for life time, do all of them need to be kept in your box of memories, can you forgive and live in the present?

I do not have this fear but my sister does: of becoming a bitter old woman. That I will never do. I hope and pray her life does not lead her there, but I believe our angry can be built up so high and the scares dug so deep that bitterness seeps in without realizing the it. If you are conginitively aware of the bitterness that can grasp your whole being then you can stop it in its tracks.

My step-mother became a bitter woman. She was consumed with rage and anger. She turned her back on those people that had a lifetime of wonderful memories with her because she refused to forgive them for their disloyalty. Man will fail you, man will let you down, man will disappoint you each and every time, but it is up too you to decide that you will not allow them to destroy who you are as a person in the process.

Jesus said, "turn the other cheek". He also said, "You should forgive 7x7x7x7 times anyone that had done you wrong."

How many times have we failed God? How many times have we disappointed Him? How many times have you asked for forgiveness?

I am so imperfect in this human form and I make daily ghastly mistakes that I must ask God for forgiveness from. Does he forgive me? Yes, because He loves Him. I live with the confidence of knowing through my faith that my God is a Forgiving God.

There are consequences to our actions and sometimes God allows certain things to play out in our lives based upon our own actions. It isn't that he has abandoned us, but that he is disciplining us for our indiscretions.

I turned my back on God at one point in my life. The consequences were severe. I lost my job, I lost my house, I lost my husband, my family was destroyed, and my life hit rock bottom with a loud thud. I realized that my life didn't work without God. God is the source of who I am and where I have come along way with where I am going in life.

The Lord said, "I shall never leave you nor forsake you, 'but it is conditional: you must never leave me'."

CAN PEOPLE SEE SPIRITS?

People can see spirits and into the spirit world, through the aid of other spirits, spirit guides, etc., and often use sorcery (drugs) or seances, etc.

to call up on (invoke) spirits and enter the realm of spirits -- both their dimension(s) and their influence, as well as the high of the drugs and/or the spirit(s) influence. I've seen spirits a number of times, but actually, as cliched as this may sound, I was rescued several times by Jesus, when some things went wrong and things got scary. Anyway, He's more powerful than all the other spirits, but lots of "church" people know little about this, but actually they should. The gospel is actually called "the power of God" but lots of Christians dismiss this as being something for long ago. It's nonsense but that's what they think...but back to seeing spirits, etc., yes you can see them with the aid of other spirits. One warning note: if you ever get in trouble with demons who actually get tired of acting good, and then decide to finally show their true colors, once they say that "they've got you", well, call on Jesus. Several times I saw spirits growl, and disband, etc. just at the mention of his name, BEFORE I was a Christian.

However, most people erroneously believe that it is some "special ability" or "superstar" quality about them, that lets them see into the spirit world, but it's really usually that they're given the gift of discerning of Spirits, by Jesus, often from birth. They often, but not always, confuse it as their own mental giftedness etc., and sometimes fail to attribute this to just plain grace.

Still, truth is that spirits do exist, but they vibrate, etc. at different frequencies of light than human eyes naturally see, but some recreational or "nature" religion hallucinagens (sorcery) are "honored" by spirits as a means to enter their realm. Many women feel them more easily than men in a general sense, perhaps because God gave women a more sensitive internal nerve wiring/intuition. Anyway, I've seen spirits a few times, yes a few times on mushrooms and on LSD maybe twice, and on peyote, several things happened (once the entire countryside lit up with a spiritual visitation)I entered the spirit realm via sorcery (drugs) before I was Christian. However, I've seen them several times with my eyes, without drugs, when casting them out of people, when the Holy Spirit (of Jesus) allowed me to literally see into the spirit world with my physical eyes with His help, and gave the gift of "discerning of spirits" as is mentioned in I Corinthians 12, 13 and 14 of the New Testament, along with other true gifts of the Holy Spirit.

Unfortunately, there are some really weird "manifestations" that happen even in Christian meetings, while the Holy Spirit is also moving. Bad spirits often get restless in the presence of Jesus, but disguise themselves as religious spirits so as to remain in their "host." The rule about suspicious spiritual gifts in general is that any special one-time "prompting" instructions should not be repeated and exalted to the status of being a regular occurence or "spiritual gift" unless it/they are mentioned as gifts in the New Testament, and with the guidelines mentioned in the passages above.

There are sadly, lying spirits, like lying people, and these fallen angels who rebelled against God, still have many of their original abilities, though their personalities are ruined by their sin, and they disguise themselves as angels of light, in order to fight against people and the kingdom of God. Frankly, they often seek to make Christians look weird in order to make unbelievers not want to come back to their "spacey" church meetings.. Usually it's Christians that want to glory in themselves as being "super spiritual" and they make a show of weird "giftedness"s before others to make themselves look cool (like shaking and jerking and other weird stuff, which seems ultra-spiritual) but that's never mentioned in scripture as a gift. So, please don't blame Jesus if some of his children are new at moving in the spirit world and aren't too good at it.

The general rule is: the Holy Spirit brings more self control, not less, and more mental clarity and freedom, while demons want you to be passive and to release your mind, etc (to them!). and to be unguarded in "proving all things" and holding fast to what is good, and especially morally good. Demons can give people their strength, but the Holy angels are stronger, and Jesus is in a whole different league than anything/anyone. "One little word" shall fell the devil, as Martin Luther correctly wrote.

Anyway, also in the New Testament I John talks in several places about not believing every spirit, but testing them to see if they recommend or practice anything contrary to the word of God. Before I was a Christian, I levitated off the ground two times and had some experiences with dogs and divination and spirits that would read other peoples minds and/or plant thoughts into the group by transfering back and forth and or, enveloping us all. The Lord can give us his mind though, and give us words of knowledge, etc. Again, these are mentioned in FIrst Corinthians, chapters 12, 13 and 13, in the New Testament of the Bible.

Sorry this was long, but I hope that this helps us to "see" them correctly in a truer light.


THIS ARTICLE WAS WRITTEN BY JAMES UNKNOWN THAT I FOUND, IT IS VERY INFORMATIVE AND INSIGHTFUL.

Seeing is Believing

I wonder sometimes if I am not insanely crazy because when I speak of what I see people give me this glazed look of "your crazy." I don't believe I am crazy because I believe what I see to be real.

The invisible world does exist around us, it is the visible that do not want to believe unless they see it for themselves. They are not open to the idea and will test your patience to convince them that what you are stating is real. I have come to the conclusion, I don't need to convince anyone of my ability to hear and see the invisible forms.

I believe because I know it is true and real, not because I have seen everything, because that isn't the case. I only see what they show me or reveal to me. The intense energy that surrounds us reveals itself to those that are willing to accept the invisible realm. You must open your eyes and hears to hear and see or you will not believe.

Have you seen the Holy Spirit? No, yet you believe.
Have you seen God? No, yet you believe
Have you seen Angels? Some have, but they didn't need to too believe.


I am just the lucky one. Thank You God for this gift.

The Journey of Endurance

Why are we here, shat are we to do, why can't we accomplish what we have set before us? These are all question people ask of themselves and God.

What is the purpose what is the goal. Many people live for success and a title, and our children are fed this bullshit too. Succeed in life it will go well with you. Succeed to pay the bills, succeed because you don't want to be a failure in life.

Who the hell are you to tell a child they are a failure. I believe through our failures we grow and mature into who God wants us to be. He doesn't care what your passions and career choices are as long as your journey on earth defines Him in your life. the problem is when we exclude Him.

Our job titles, money, material things, are insignificant in the scheme of things. The only thing that matters is that God is leading you to Him. That you are living to please Him. Living in his presence and having communication with Him.

The journey is a journey of endurance, and if you can follow through despite the struggles and heartache, with a few years of happiness and contentment wrapped in. In the end it is God and family. Without God you have nothing, and without family your life has not been blessed. Children and family are blessings from God that He bestows upon you and places in your path, for the journey of endurance.

People should focus more on the journey then the success of a job title or money. The job title is only recognition for what God has given you the ability to understand because all knowledge, wisdom, understanding and power come from Him, you have the skill because He gave it to you. So be thankful. The money won't make you happy but it will pay the bills. The material things will slowly be destroyed and you have to purchase other items because nothing last in this world, new always has to be created to replace the old things.

Overall, your life should reflect God and the Journey of Enduring this lifetime, it is the small bitz and pieces that you can take away into the next life, with the memories you hold and live by.

Protecting Your Home

Your house or home is the most sacred of all because it belongs to you. Therefore, you must protect your home from invader or strangers that you do not want in your home. It is your responsiblity to protect your home.

The Isrealites were told to place the blood of an unblemished lamb above there doorways so the Angel of Death would over pass them. The Isrealites called this the Day of the Passover, which Jesus celebrated while on earth. The blood of Christ can also cover your house for protection if you allow it to work through your faith in Christ Jesus.

Prayer:

Father God, In the Name of Jesus, I pray that my house and my family is covered by the power of the Blood of Jesus, and nothing can enter into my sacred home that does not belong. Lord, You are the protector of our home, protect us from the enemy and pour your Spirit down on us and give us the insight to protect our home from invaders that are out the steal, kill, and destroy our home. We pray Father, for protection from the enemy. We pray Father for you wings to overshadow this house from the enemy protecting us. We have faith in You and faith in Your word that nothing can harm this family or our home. We give thanks for you protection, we honor you for your glory and honor. In Jesus Name we pray.. Amen.

Praying over your home and family is an essential part of your faith and Christian belief.

As people are coming and going through your house, they have things attached to them. Everyone has an angel, but if they are filled with darkness then the angel can not assist them because a demon of darkness is also there with them. So with one person could come several entities walking into your home not just there angel.

I have four teenage daughters with them they have their protectors, and other dark entities they pick up along the day. Then they walk into your home, if your home is protected from the enemy, then that negative force cannot enter. If your house if filled with the love of God and the Light of this world, darkness cannot reside. If your house is chaotic and full of negative energy, then your first step is to pray for this negative energy to leave your home. Sometimes this prayer to demand them to leave must be repeated and forceful on your part, otherwise, they do not believe you are serious. Through your faith in Jesus you can protect your family from the enemy.

Commucation:
"I demand you to leave in the name of Jesus Christ, My Lord and Savior, you are not welcome here. Spirit of Anger, spirit of strife, Spirit of jealously, Spirit of division: I Demand in the name of Jesus for you to leave my home, my house, my family, my presence Now, You are not Welcome Here." Repeat this several times if you do not believe it has departed. Nothing can remain in your presence that you do not allow to be there.

It is important to be descerning of spirits that do not belong in your presence.

The other day, my girls brought a friend into the house, that avoids me whenever she enters, which is not good. If a person avoids eye contact or your presence, then you need to investigate. Being nice is one thing, but if you get the strong inner feeling of something is off with this child, do not hesitate to make them leave or leave your house. Satan uses children to penetrate homes and destroy them. He uses every tactic he can think of to destroy God's plans for your life.

I walked into their bedroom to speak to my two oldest girls about dinner and to just check in with them. The girl was sitting on the bed, and a spiritual being was standing behind her looking out the window, it turned and so did she when I entered the room to speak to them. The spiritual being was not aware I could see it. It looked at me directly, with yellow eyes intently. I didn't feel uneasy but I felt a strong presence. I didn't feel negative or positive energy from this thing, but I knew I didn't want it in my home. The girl had already been starting trouble with the neighbor girl. I told the girls, "I don't know what she has brought in with her, but I told you to watch who you bring in my house, I do not want alot of traffic in and out. I am asking you too take her outside." My daughters nodded their heads when I said, "You both know what I am talking about." They took her outside where they continued to visit one another.

I stepped outside several times to talk, the entity hid itself from me, but I knew it was listening to the conversation. I believe it was shocked I could actually see it. The girl has not been back in my house since then, she remains outside. I am not saying she is a bad kid, I am saying that I must protect my family. Concidering what happened to my family this last June, I must protect my family from any harm. Thank God for the gift of seeing, and the ability to discern the difference in the entities I encounter.

God is Good, He gives us the ability to protect ourselves through our faith in Him. he gives us insight, wisdom, understanding and the ability to see beyond the realm of materialism. I could not of survived thus far in life without God's love and the knowledge He has given me.

I have found that Christian's frown upon this way of living, and this specific topic of Seeing things or Prophetically knowing things. I don't care, they can think what they want, and believe what they want. I know who I am in Christ and I know that God loves me and adores me. I know that I am a chosen child of God and that my Children are chosen children of God. I know that God is my protector and provider and without Him my life is meaningless, not worth breathing, not worth existing without Him. The Glorious One....I love the Lord, and I love Jesus... There is no other God...

Open Your Heart

Your heart is the inner sanctum of who you are as a created being. Your heart is the deepest part that God see's hears and knows. your heart is the fullfillment of his promises that he lavishes upon you. The heart of the man defines Him. The Heart of man is not hidden from God but is open to Him all times. The heart of man can be hidden from man, but not from God the heavenly host. For He see's all, knows, all and is all.

Your heart brings in the light of God and allows Him to be that strong everlasting presence in your life. Your heart should always be focused on the love of God and through that Love you become more like Christ. You become the essence of who God created you to be when you focus fully on the Jesus with no reserves or concerns. When you heart is right with God, then your soul and spirit is right with the world. You can live in contentment and peace. Your heart is that overflowing feeling of love, peace, joy, and happiness that radiates from the throne of God when you open your heart and allow God to mold you out of the miry clay.

God takes you and shapes your life into his beautiful creation that He loves and adores. Each miry clay He molds is created to His Perfection with no reserves. Bringing to Life the spirit of man and God's intention for your life.

He brings you to the knowledge of who He is, and creates a desire within your heart to know him. That desire breeds questions and answers that only God can fulfill. Seeking man's answers will only distort God's plan for you because every individual in this physical life has their own journey to follow that God leads them through.

Trust in Him and He will bring you through the Full Circle of Life. Then your eternal being will radiate with the knowledge of Him when you stand in His presence once again. God Loves You, and wants what is best for you.

Live victoriously in confidence of Him and His Words. His Words are all-powering, all knowing, words of wisdom and insight; as you grow in this journey the enlightenment begins as understanding, knowledge, wisdom and discerment is given to you.

Open your Heart and Welcome Him into your inner sactum so you too can experience the blessings He wishes to bestow upon you.

His Greatness

God's Greatness is like the foreshadadowing of who you are. He wants what is best for his children, and he can give you that direction through His quite whispers and caresses. To listen from within and hear his Greatness can be a profound moment of peace and joy, knowing God is with you.

To the depths of the sea, the the ends of the universe, to the farthest of the blowing winds, He surrounds you and never leaves your prescence. It is a matter of knowing, feeling, seeing, sensing and becoming the inner you. God is above all, is all, and is in all. He is the creator and perfector of you life that fullfills your every desire for the greatness of who you are.

God wraps you in the wings of His glory and protects you from the enemy, brings hope, peace and that eternal promise of Life beyond the stars. The heavens open to Him, and he walks among our ancensters as they bow to worship and reverence Him with their mannified love of servitude. He is so Great and Mighty that the angels bow before Him, demons bow before Him and humans bow before Him to glorify and edify Him beyond compare. There is no other God that can compare to the Great Spirit above.

Through Him all is created, and is gloriously defined in the heavens and on earth. The joy, peace and love that radiats from His presence brings serinity to your soul. Bask in His presence every second you can, because the disconnect draws you away, but your silence, peace and mediation brings you near to Him in communion.

Blessed be the Name of the Lord, YHWY, Jehovah, The Messiah, the Great Spirit, the Holy One, The Exalted One, The Provider and Protector of your Life. Shilom and Peace be among you forever and ever.

Useful Bitz of Information

I wanted to write some useful information that I have learned over the summer 2011. This information comes from experience and all-knowing wisdom given to me through God.

MIRRORS
Your eyes are the windows to your soul, Jesus speaks about this in the New Testament. That if you look into someones eyes you can see the light of who they are or the darkness that has consumed them. I don't need to give a biblical reference to this, seek the information in the New testament, because it is there. Look in the four gospels and you will find the quote.

So if the eyes are the windows to your soul, can they be used as portals through mirrors for demons/evil spirits to come through when you look at your eyes in the mirror. Have you ever got the eerie feeling when you looked in the mirror at yourself, and felt like someone was watching you or that wasn't you looking at yourself but someone else looking at you. Quite eerie if you ask me.

Remember the story of Bloody Mary, it is a myth legend I have been told. Well, if you say Bloody Mary three times while looking at yourself in the mirror then Mary comes to life. Where do you think this story was originated? If she can come alive through the mirror then it would be considered a portal.

In the old Hebrew tradition when someone dies they cover the mirrors for a year of mourning. In Celtic tradition they also cover the mirrors, the English sometimes did this as well. Do you believe there is a reason they covered the mirrors?

I believe mirrors can be used as a portal for entry into the room.

If the mirror connection is not closed then the demonic force can use this mirror to their advantage. I am telling you, to bless all of your mirrors for this reason to close any portals that could be open. I believe demons can use this to jump from one location to another also.

CROSSES

Christians use a cross for decoration and for affirmation to society that they are a Christian. The secular world wears crosses for the pure pleasure of the symbol. The cross itself signifies the cross that Jesus died on for us. He shed his blood on the wooden cross he was nailed to, too save us from living in the darkness of eternity, so we will dwell within the light of his presence and love.

The cross is one of the most significant symbols in the world. Well, the cross can be used as a protective medallion against evil forces or negative forces you encounter. Through your faith in wearing the cross it can become more than just an accessorie but a protective shield for you.

Priest use crosses and rosaries when they pray. When a pastor blesses you, normally there is a cross present. The significance of the cross has been lost. There are also different shapes of the cross that are more identifiable to the negative forces and more useful.

This style of cross seem to be the most useful cross symbol I found. I drew this cross on a piece of paper and posted it backward on the mirror for protection. I haven't found the significance of the different crosses designs and what they project to the enemy, but it did ease my mind that we were able to find such a strong symbol that repels negative energy.

ANOINTING OIL

Anointing oil is another very important item to always have at your disposal. Oil is used to bless your children, bless your house, bless and object, bless a vehicle, ect. Anointing Oil was used by the Levitical priest to consecrate a person or thing in the old Testament.

I have heard Holy Water works too, but I have never used Holy Water, because I am not Catholic. I know the Catholic church keeps Holy Water available to the public and they use Holy Water to Baptize a baby. I haven't done much research for this element of the Catholic rituals. However, I have never read in the Bible about Holy Water or where the Catholics come up with Holy Water. I must do some research on this.

PRAYER BOOKS
Sometimes we just do not know how to pray or even what to say. I would suggest that everyone should obtain a Prayer Book or 3 or 4 of them. Prayer books are usually set up based upon subject. They are scripture based with the scripture intertwined within the prayer. This is also a way, to memorize or meditate on scripture through the day.

Prayer is the most powerful tool you have. When you pray your faith is empowered with the ability to bring healing, prosperity, strength, hopefulness, and love when your prayer is focused on God. With God all things are possible, the three greatest things you can possess are faith, peace and love.

Prayer brings fulfillment into your life and can alter the outcome of any situation, because you putting your trust in the Lord. You have to trust He will fulfill the promises He has given, You must trust that His words transcend all generations. You must trust that He loves you and adores you beyond compare and that through your faith in Him everything works for His glory and Honor not yours.

BIBLE

Your Bible is God-breathed words that He gave to mankind, you must search, seek, ask, and you shall find the mystery of Him. I cannot emphasize enough how much biblical reading is, because it is the foundation of what you believe and why you believe it. It is the concrete evidence of God our Creator. This manual is not just a history book, but it is a lifetime manual that gives you the answers to your questions and the tools to succeed in this life so you endure till the end.

The Bible teaches that life is TEST, TRIAL, AND TEMPORARY. If you learn anything within those pages these would be the most valuable lessons.

DEVOTIONAL BOOKS

Devotional books are useful because our lives are so busy, that sometimes we just need a pick-me-up that is uplifting and encouraging. Devotionals can be rewarding because they are one page reads that emphasize a specific topic or subject for that day for you to meditate on. I would suggest reading a Devotional Book with your Bible and Prayer books, utilizing them in conjunction with one another.

I am going to switch topics to another area of interest.

THE WITCHING HOUR
I am calling it the witching hour because people will know what I am speaking of. In the Jewish laws the day was divided into 6 a.m. - 6 p.m at Day and the Nighttime had Four watches. 6 p.m- 9 p.m.; 9 p.m.- midnight; midnight to 3 a.m and 3 a.m. - 6 a.m.

The first watch is normally when the sun goes down and people are done working for the day. Normally activity is still prevalent.

The second watch people that are night owls are beginning to stir, whereas the nightclubs are becoming crowded.

The third watch is when the nightly activity begins and statistically proven more crimes occurs during the third watch. Jesus also prayed during this watch prior to being arrested by the soldiers. This is also the most active part of the evening for the spiritual world. Many people wake suddenly between 2-3 a.m. with no reason. Also, the majority of deaths occur in nursing facilities withing this watch.The activity in the third watch seems to be very active.

The fourth watch is when priest normally pray by tradition they believe God roams the earth during the fourth watch and he hears their prayers during this watch. People are beginning to awake from their nights sleep.

This is just factual information that can be checked out. I am not going to reference my information, because there is no need. I just want you to be aware of the third watch and the activity that transpires withing this watch.

I hope this information is helpful. These are common objects that a priest, or Christian believer has within their grasp at all times. You may percieve this as ritualistic and that may be true, but very common in the possession of clergymen.

Spiritual Horse

This is one of those bizarre stories that you could see occurring yet, not comprehend what was occurring.

This beautiful Horse was given as a gift to my older sister by an ancestrial Indian Women that My little sister Starr and I had communicated with. The Indian Woman said, "The horse is for insight and for spiritual walk."

Let's jump back to the scene at hand. Starr and I were directed to a Park where we met an Ancestrial Indian Woman. We found her down by the river, with younger man, that was her grandson, whom was directing a horse around. The woman was waiting for us. She asked, 'where is the third?" She was referring to my older sister whom we had not spoken to regarding being directed there. We promised the Elder that we would give her the message she needed after leaving there. She told us, "There is more to it, you can soar." Is she saying we can fly? "Yes", the Indian Woman said, "Like an Eagle."

She preceeded to tell Starr, "Find the root of the tree, there is your answers" This must be vitally important beccause we believe she is speaking of the family tree. We were actually not very far from My Grandmother Jack's gravestone that was less than 1/2 mile away down the river. We both believe our Indian heritage places a significant role in our spiritual gifts, and that we need to not be hindered by society's idea of the spiritual gifts but open our eyes to our heritage.

During in this conversation I was praying to God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit, to guide us and give us the answers we need. I was told, "Stop praying to Him, pray to the Spirit," and "If you want wisdom you must pray to the Spirit and He will give you wisdom." God is Spirit so I do not have a problem with this.

Then the Woman handed Starr the reigns of the horse and said, "Take the horse it is for insight and your spiritual walk." Starr and I decided to give the horse to our older sister knowing she is advancing fast, and could use the horse, plus we already have so much at our homes now, it may bring chaos.

We took the horse to my older sisters house and dropped it off, she willingly accepted the gift.

Horses were sometimes used in Native American times for war, strength, and healing. My older sister needs a cleansing of her mind to progress in her spiritual walk. This horse was meant for her.

After speaking to the Indian Woman and her grandson, they walked away into the tree's and disappeared.

Blessing Your House

In the Bible when there was a need for protection and guidance it was tradition to annoint the persons head with oil. Usually this was done to Kings to verify God had sent them to be ruler over the land. In the past pastors of the Chruch would bless a persons house prior to them moving in so that God would allow the home to be blessed and not allow for unclean things or evil spirits to come in. This can also be done today.

When moving into a new house or preparing to bless a house you reside in. There is importance in first praying and giving thanks to God for allowing you to have the property.

1 Samuel 16:13 says "So Samuel took the horn of oil and anointed him in the presence of his brothers, and from that day on the Spirit of the LORD came upon David in power". If you are going to bless the oil yourself you must have faith in God and pray that God will allow the oil and every place it touches to allow for peace, prosperity, love, and everything that is good and pleasing to Him be blessed through the oilAlso pray that anything the oil touches will cause all evil, demons, and anything that goes against the word of God to flee in the name of Jesus Christ. Continue to pray as the Lord leads you over the oil.

The blessed oil should put on your hands and fingers and write a cross on your forehead, all walls of the house, the door posts, windows, the floor, the bathtub, door handles,mirrors, and your car. All the places you want God to bless, protect, and provide. "Now my eyes will be open [says the Lord] and my ears attentive to the prayer that is made in this place. For now I have chosen and consecrated this house that my name may be there for ever; my eyes and my heart will be there for all time". 2 Chronicles 7:15

Praise God and Thank him for the blessings that will come through his divine inspiration.

Blessed Oil can be purchased at any Christian bookstore or extra virgin olive oil can be used once it has been blessed by you or your pastor. While I was dealing with demonic forces and felt compelled to bless my house for protection. Do you remember the Isrealites were directed to cover their doorpost during the Passover, so the Angel of Death skipped over the Isrealites houses. I seen this as a direction from God to annoint my house with blessed oil with the same concept in mind.

*I blessed myself with a cross symbol marked on my forehead and then I blessed every wall, window, doorframe, closet, bed and any every object I could. The prayer I used is similer to this:

~Father God, bless this home, bless this house, protect us from the enemy, I cover my house by the power of the blood of the lamb and live for your glory and your purpose. I close the portals that have been opened within this house and bring peace. My family and I are protected from the enemy and nothing can penetrate my house. I have full authority of my house, my vehicle, my family, my finances, my emotions, my faith, in the power of the blood of Jesus. In Jesus Name I pray, Amen..~

I covered every wall with crosses to protect my family, I did not miss a beat, and this became a weekly ritual. My faith was strengthened and tested during this time, which reminds me, I need to bless my home again.

I have found this ritual to be very useful as a Christian to protect and perserve my family from attacks from the enemy. We are surrounded by the enemy on a daily basis, we must be ready for daily battle.

I have also, found that annointed oil will ward off spiritual attachments on a person. You should bless your children's comings and goings, oil can be used at times, but may not be necessary.

"As for me and my house, We will serve the Lord" Joshua 24:15

Neveah

Neveah was such a special little girl, that touched the lives of many. She was a beautiful blond hair, blue eyed beauty that had a rare blood disease that eventually took her life at the age of 8 years old.

Neveah endured life with a smile and lots of hugs and kisses, she never complained or grumbled about the test, or continual treatments she endured as a testing agent for this rare disease. She was adorable in her beautiful hats she wore with feathers and colorful flowers.

She touched the lives of many people and the media centered on her disease when she passed away. She needed an successful bone marrow transplant to survive that her blood type would accept, but it failed. This little girl eventually lost all of her hair, carried water and ballooned up prior to her death, and was unable to eat any food with salt because of the water gain. Her mother eventually agreed to a coma induced treatment that ended with her mother signing the paper to pull the plugs.

It just makes me smile when I think of Neveah.

I attended her funeral and was able to speak with Neveah. The angels were their to take her up but they were waiting for her to be ready to leave. She told me, 'I can't leave my mom until I know she is ok.' Her mother was accepting of Neveah's death but she wasn't ready to let Neveah go. The angels said, "We will patiently wait for her to be ready before we leave." I told Neveah, "Don't be afraid the angels are patiently waiting for you, just don't get lost, they are here when you are ready."

I waited to speak to Angie her mother before I left the funeral home. I told Angie while giving her a big hug, that 'She is waiting for you to let her go." I don't know whether Angie understood that or not, but I felt compelled to tell Angie, that Neveah will always be around her. Angie seemed reassured and related a few instances since her death that she felt Neveah's presence. See I see a smile come to my face when I relate this.

We are created with a body, spirit and soul. Our spirit and soul live on once this human vessel is no longer needed.

I believe Neveah is still in spirit with her Mother, protecting her and she being present until mom is willing to release her to return to heaven.

It is an old Jewish belief that the spirit of the dead lingers for three days before it is taken. That is why Jesus resurrection was so important and significant of the three days later when he rose.

It was proof that he had risen from the dead.

What happens when we die, do we immediately go to heaven or to hell, or is their a waiting room. Many religions differ on this belief. I have been trying to seek answers to these questions but the Christian community has stifled the human mind from seeking these questions because of the narrow mindedness of believing what you are taught and told, without question. I am too determined to question these ideologies... If you have an answer please let me know, with documentation it would be nice..

"Steal, Kill & Destroy"

The demonic world is out to 'steal, kill and destroy', you and your family in whatever way is possible. Back in June my daughter was spiritually attacked in a forceful manner of possession. I fought for this child of mine with every breath I took. I prayed, I fasted, I prayed some more, I studied this demonic battle and it took 23 days after admitting her into a Behavior Center for her to be able to return home. She is a new and improved person, with a new and improved perspective. her level of spiritual activity and understanding is childlike but her spiritual walk exceeds mine.

The mental facilities are filled with individuals that are drugged up on pharmasuetical drugs instead of spiritually ministered too. God did not intend for our minds to be used as experiments by the pharmasuetical companies, scientist, and doctors that have very little understanding of the mind. They have been studying the mind for years but there is no test to actually say, this person has a chemical imbalance or is mentally disturbed. The industry labels our children and we become convinced that that is is answer, when Jesus is the answer... God did not intend his precious human beings whom he gave cognitive level of thinking to be disturbed or chemically unbalanced. "We were created to be well balanced, and have life to the abundance with a mind for thinking". When a persons own reality is outside the norm of society then you are labeled psycho or psyskoprenic. (ms)

"As a man thinks he is." proverbs

A mans reality is what he thinks it is. Otherwise, your word is your reality.. My daughters reality is that she is an angel that has twelve protective angels surrounding her. Because of the possession of her spirit by demonic forces she has called upon the heavenly realms to protect her, and they only way she feels safe is if their is twelve of them. Two would probably do, but she needs the reassurance of the twelve. Are these angelic forces real, yes they are. I have seen them, not all at once but I have seen a few of them and felt their angelic presence surrounding us. No you tell a psychiatrist this they label you as disturbed or psycho. She is not crazy nor am I.

Discerning of the spirits is a spiritual gift given by God! All the gifts are given for the common good and what is accepted by man, we have accepted the gifts whereas society has tried to oppress us because of the gift and say it isn't normal. Bologne.

The problem arises when a person cannot distinguish the difference between ministering angels that are spirits and deceiving spirits. My daughter and I are able to distinguish between the two and know the difference.

Our battle with this demonic force has not ended.

This demonic force has penetrated my home for information. I am fighting a spiritual battle on a daily basis trying to protect my family. Our families are being attacked non-stop yet, we are blinded to the forces surrounding us, then society says your crazy if you can actually see the demonic forces.

God did not intend for us to be unarmed and useless in this battle, but gave us the eyes to see and the ears to hear, it is up to us to stop, look and listen. This spiritual journey I am on has been a roller coaster of an whip lash education this is still progressing. Thank God, he has given me to tools to stand firm and stand strong during this battle.

Joy of the Lord is My Strength

I have been feeling discouraged and have a downcast spirit at the moment. I feel drained of all my energy, like it has been zapped from me. God is good and He is my strong tower, my fortress, my ever-present help in trouble. He is my deliverer, my strong tower, my every breath belongs to Him.

When life seems impossible, God makes it possible. Our strength comes from the Joy of the Lord and the Hope we have in Him.

The days of discouragement, and downcast spirit that can drained your every breath, can be overwhelming and all consuming.

This week I had a counselor tell me that I should take an psycho-analysis test, because I see spirits and talk to them. She said, she would continue to insist I take this test, but it has to be willingly. I told her, "That is o.k. I am fine, there is absolutely nothing wrong with me. And I do not understand why, as a Christian believer you would insist upon such a test. I do not understand why you do not believe in the spiritual world that surrounds us, but anyway, thank you for the suggestion, but I will pass."

These overwhelming emotions are my own, not someone or something oppressing me. My guardian angels protect me and have been instructed by God to watch out for me. I called upon the Lord and He sent his protecters/watchers to me in my time of need.

My husband who is also a Christian, hasn't said anything, but I know that he doubts my abilities and spiritual insight. He worries about me, but doesn't have a clue as the the depth of my ability to see and hear spirit-beings around me.

The war-zone is all around me, on a daily basis. I cannot even go to lunch with my friends without something happening. I went to lunch with a few friends today, and something tried to get on me. All of a sudden I felt, this shakiness come upon me like, It felt like I was low on sugar or something. I knew my sugar was not low, nor was it too high. I demanded the thing to leave me. I just wanted to scream, "Get the Hell off of me." This was a 5-7 minute episode that transpired, but the thing left me, when I demanded in the name of Jesus leave me now. Then I felt fine, I was not shaky but my normal self again.

My husband, said it correctly, "Your spirit is fighting the forces of negative spirits" Uhm, that made sense, and he said it off the wall. He didn't make any other remarks besides that.

He is exactly right though, I am so intuned with my spirit that I can tell when something is trying to get on me. It is a constant battle I am fighting.

God give me the strength to deal with this, I ran across this scripture.

Isaiah 30:15

"In repentence and rest is your salvation, in quietness and trust is your strength"

I have been mediating on this scripture. "In repentence (ask for forgiveness) and rest (be relieved and peaceful) is your salvation (I will/have saved you), In quietness (be still and know I am God) and trust (trust in me) is your strength (and I will give you the strength you need to endure).

Spiritual Gift of Discernment

There are many gifts but the same Spirit for those that are in Christ. If you confess in your heart that Jesus Christ died for all mankind (and You), rose from the dead three days later, ascended into heaven and sits at the right hand thrown of God and fully believe in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior then you have the gift of the Holy Spirit residing within your heart and your life. Jesus Christ is the most wonderful, all-consuming, all powerful, King of Kings Lord of Lords who has already destroyed the enemy of evil. The Book has already been written from beginning to end, we just happen to be in the middle of the pages living our individual stories.

Through this revelation of many spiritual gifts that God distributed upon the departure of Jesus Christ resides one that is very useful for every Christian because without this gift, you would not automatically know things. I believe Christians have the ability of discernment, which is the ability to know things. However, many people do not cultivate this ability of knowing but push it to the way side.

Have you ever been in a store and just knew that you must leave immediately?

Have you ever had a sense of urgency and knew exactly what to do?

Have you sensed a presence around you that radiated anger or love?

Have you sensed emotions of other people, or emotions when people were not around that were not yours?

These are your spirit being in tuned with the Spirit of God, and your ability to discern things, emotions, good, bad, evil, or just an awareness of something is changing.

When you serve our Heavenly Father, He wants you to have the tools you need to live within this world in awareness, not in ignorance of Him or the spiritual realm. You go into battle on a daily basis and that battle is with the world and against the spiritual realm around you. It amazes me how many Christian believers live in ignorance and have been deceived by lying spirits into believing gifts such as discernment are occult related, not if you believe in your Heart that Jesus Christ is your Lord. All the gifts God distributes is given for the common good and for everyone's benefit, it is up to the person to keep their eyes fixed and focused on Jesus Christ so the gift isn't distorted.

Many churches and individuals speak of good and evil, and good and evil forces but are not conscience of their existence, it seems to be a myth to them, and they want to live in Happy Ever After Land, where there are no orge's, monsters, beast,ect. but that time isn't now... Jesus hasn't returned to us, but He has given us the tools to stand firm and stand strong with.

Discernment is the ability of knowing specific things, without a shadow of a doubt. (Chastity's definition)


Concerning Spiritual Gifts 1 Corinthians 12:1-11

"There are different kinds of (spiritual) gifts, but the same Spirit distributes them. There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. There are different kinds of working, but in all of them and in everyone it is the same God at work"

Now to each on the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good. To one there is given through the Spirit a message of wisdom, to another a message of knowledge by means of the same Spirit, to another faith by the same Spirit, to another gifts of healing by that one Spirit, to another miraculous powers, to another prophecy, to another distinquishing between spirits(discernment), to another speaking in different kinds of tongues (talking in tongue. All these are the work of the same Spirit, and he distributes them to each one, just as he determines."

Humble Service in the Body of Christ Romans 12:3-8

For by the grace given me I say to everyone one of you; Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgement. In accordance with the faith God has distributed to each of you. For just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not have the same function, so in Christ we, though many, form one body, and each member belongs to all the others. We have different gifts, according to the grace (faith) given to us. IF your gift is prophesying, then prophesy in accordance with your faith; if it is serving, then serve; if it is teaching, then teach; If it is to encourage, then encourage; if it is giving, then give generously; if is to to lead; do it diligently; if it is to show mercy, do it cheerfully.

RECOGNIZE THE SPIRIT 1 John 4:2-

"This is how you can recognize the Spirit of God: EVERY SPIRIT that acknowledges that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is from God, but every spirit that does not acknowledge Jesus is not from God. That would be the Spirit of the Antichrist (satan, devil, demons)"


There are many gifts that the Spirit of God distributed and He distributes gifts according to your FAITH.

If you have a gift then study that gift, cultivate that gift and let God use you for the purpose of that gift according to His Will and Purpose for your life... God Bless You and keep you all the days of your life...

MY AUNTS FUNERAL

Last night I attended a candle vigil for my aunt whom passed away a week or so ago. My sisters and I were conversing at the corner of the parking lot. This vigil was in a rundown part of the city, that is full of corruption and shootings. I was worried about the area where we were located because of the high crime and area shootings.

My majority of my family are not Christian's, however, my sisters and I are strong believers in Christ Jesus.

I have an estranged disconnection from my father whom is an athiest and willingly admits his belief in no God. While I was standing next to my father, I became very angry and beligerent towards him, and I had to move away, I moved 10 feet or so to the outer circle of the people around me and I calmed down. I wasn't completely peaceful but I was calmer than before.

After I spoke to my sisters a few minutes, I seen something out of the corner of my eye fly by use, at head level. It was a black shadow. I then told my sisters, "Pray before you leave!." They started wondering why I would say such a thing, "Just do it." I replied. Then I decided to pray with them. I took both of my sisters to the side of the building, and blessed each of them with anointing oil, and pray with them. Immediately, upon praying with them, I felt a rush of energy slam into me, then dissipate and a calmness came over all three of us. It was very peaceful and serene at that moment.

We continued with the vigil with a pastor praying with the group and a few words spoken regarding my aunts life. While the preacher was praying there was a black figure standing in the shadow across the parking lot, near bushes that were up against the building. My sisters and I all three seen the shadowy figure, which I would say, was my aunt.

After the service, I asked my cousin, "I would like to invite you to my church, I attend Bethel Worship Center across town?" At that exact moment when I asked her if she wanted to attend church with us, the collegue she had made, and candles sitting across the distance, flew from the stand they were on. The gust of wind dissipated after that and there was dead silence.

My sisters and I preceded to leave the vigil and get into our cars. I told my sisters I would like to pray with them again before we leave, so nothing will be attached to them or their vehicle when they left. I prayed with them, and my younger sister heard, "How Dare You!" plain as day, she heard this statement.

I preceded to leave and got in my van, with my younger sister in the passenger seat. I felt the presence without seeing it, and said, "Your not welcome here." I heard a distinctive voice say, "You bitch!" I was astounded, "She just called me a bitch." I was shocked. My sister and I preceded to leave and return home.

So when we die, where does our spirit go? Our bodies which are vessels decay like dead flowers, but our spirit is eternal. Many people believe our spirits are in a resting place to be judged? Many believe once your dead your dead and there is nothing left? Many believe that once you die you are judged to heaven or hell? The question remains, what truly happens??

Obviously, my aunt is holding on to something and has not been judged yet, nor is she resting, nor is she in heaven or hell??

The mysterious of God's plans for eternal life can be question, but I would like to know the truth. God's Truth, God's Purpose, God's Plan, God, ultimate design for mankind, body, mind, spirit, and soul.

"In Between"

Trying to understand and comprehend what is transpiring around me in the "In Between" can be discerning and quite disturbing at times. I am gong to call it the "In Between" because that is the only way to understand this. The "In Between" is the space between matter that has not atom structure to build on and it would be considered the spiritual realm.

It is like looking across the room through the air between walls. The air we breath is needed and necessary for survival yet the air "in between" is occupied by spiritual entities. Yes, you can say, this woman is out of her mind and needs medical attention! but No, I know exactly what it is. Describing this phenomenon is easier said then done. Remember Revelations when John was trying to describe things and couldn't put words on it, just described the scene as he saw it, that is exactly what I am doing. Throughout history this has occurred where people tried to describe things they had never seen so they did the best they could to be understood by the reader.

The "in between" is the atmosphere surrounding you. This atmosphere can be dark or light, based upon the room lighting and settings. The shadows that you see with a flick of they eye that you refuse to acknowledge normally is something real. The entities hide in dark closets, dark rooms, dark shadows, and dark area's along with hiding within or around a person. Have you ever felt that sudden urge of anger, resentment, bitterness, frustration, ect, and not know where it came from. Well, nine times out of ten it came from a spirit that has oppressed you. Oppressed means to cover someone. That entity wraps itself around you and no one can see it. Through the Holy Spirit though you can feel the heaviness surrounding you and demand it to leave.

The most powerful words alive, "I demand you in the name of Jesus Christ to leave my presence. I acknowledge your presence and refuse to allow you to oppress me. I rebuke you in the name of Jesus, through the power of the blood of the Lamb, I demand you to leave my presence and not return. In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy spirit, Amen"...

Repeat as needed, Sometimes you have to repeat this three times before you feel the presence leave you..

God's words are active, and sharper than a two-edge sword and can penetrate bone and marrow. God is good!!

Do not be afraid, because they can feed on your fear. Squash that idea from your intellect and mind. Have faith and believe in the name of Jesus, the most powerful name alive.

The area of the "in between" can be visible to you or invisible but with the ability of discernment you can acknowledge this heaviness that is not visible. The more of Christ Jesus you have in you, the more you can distinguish such things. Thank God for the gifts of the Spirit, for Jesus did not leave us nor forsake us, but sent the comforter to guide us...


God Bless You and Keep You, Guide lead you and Guide you to Freedom and Victory in Him!

The Middle of No Where

My mother and I were going to Wal-Mart one evening. While in the vehicle I felt a heavy presence around me. I dropped my mother off at the door to Wal-Mart and I told her, I needed a few minutes to myself and then I would be in to find her.

I got out of the van, and opened the back door to the van. I could not see the entity, but I felt the intensity of the air that was radiating with anger. I told the entity to leave my van because it was not welcome in my vehicle. The entity did not leave the van, "Fine, if that is the way you want to be." I shut the van door and went into Wal-Mart.

After my mother and I were done shopping. I went to the van and again, opened the van door and asked the entity to exit my van. The entity told me, "No". So I shut the van door, and proceeded to go in silence to Little Ceasar's to pick up a pizza. Again, I opened the van door, and I told the entity. "It's like this you either exit my van or I will drive you as far out into the country as I can and drop you off out in the middle of no where. The choice is yours." The entity, still was hanging on and would not exit. I went into the building to pick up the pizza, I then returned to the van. I opened the sliding side door and again ask the entity to exit the van. I told the entity, that it was not welcome in my presence or around my family. Again it refused to exit my van.

I told the entity, "fine, I have already warned you." I proceeded to drive south out of town, despite the fact, I lived on the north east side of town. I got to the edge of town, and I could hear the entity begging me not to take it out in the country. I told it, "You should of got out of my van when I asked." The entity was very angry at me and said, 'I am only hear to help.' which I knew it wasn't because if it was there to help then I would not of felt the anger radiating from it.

I continued to drive in silence and drove to a country road and demanded in the name of Jesus for this spirit to leave my vehicle. The entity left my vehicle, but then when I went to return to my van seat, and drive away, the spirit had climbed back in. I felt the heaviness of the spirit, then stopped the van. I prayed over my mother and blessed her in the name of Jesus, and I blessed myself using blessed anointing oil I had in my pocket. Then I demanded the entity to exit my vehicle again, in the name of Jesus, and I proclaimed the power of the blood of the Lamb on myself, my mother and my vehicle which blocked the entity to returning to my van.

After driving away, I felt the heaviness had lifted and my van was peaceful once again.

I seem to be sensitive to the heaviness of the atmosphere around me. Normally, when someone is angry, upset, overwhelmed, frustrated, consumed with anger, ect. there is a presence oppressing them that causes them to react to these emotions. God did not intend us to expereince these negative emotions that are uncontrollable but left to us peace. When your emotions are overriding your sensibility then you should pray for deliverence from such a spirit that has attached itself to you and it is oppressing you.

You have the power within you through your faith in Jesus Christ to block any dart or arrow from the enemy. The problem with the world is that they do not recognize these forces working around us, but just accept that these are natural emotions we are experiencing based upon the situation. I have found that this rational way of thinking is incorrect because God inteneded us to live victorious with love, peace, forgiveness, joy, gentleness, self-control, faithfulness, and happiness. God intended us to live with the nine fruits of the spirit as Christ Jesus did while he walked upon this earth. I we can learn to live according to the fruits of the spirit then we can live victoriously for Jesus.

Faith as Small as a Mustard Seed

God is so God! He is the author and perfector of our lives. He is the Almighty God of all.

"You unbelieving and perverse generation," replied Jesus, "how long shall I stay with you? How long shall I put up with you? Bring the boy here to me." Jeuss rebuked the demon, and it came out of the boy, and he was healed from that moment. Then the disciples came to Jesus in private and asked, "why couldn't we drive it out?"

"Jesus replied, "Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain,'Move from here to there, and it will move'. Nothing will be impossible for you.
Matthew 17:17-21

Do you know how tiny a mustard seed is? it is approximately 2x smaller then a piece of rice. Imagine taking a piece or rice and cutting it in half, then cut it in half again, that would be a mustard seed.

The disciple were lacking in their faith, and didn't have even a small amount of faith to cast out demons. They doubted themselves.

Anything is possible with God, but with man everything seems impossible. Through our faith in Jesus Christ we can live in victory with the Blood of the Lamb. Our faith is the most powerful tool we have. Our faith in Jesus Christ can move mountians. Our faith can restore our marriages and broken relationships.

Faith is believing in something that you cannot see but you know without a shadow of a doubt in it's existence. It is like air: you cannot see air but you believe in the air you breath. God is the same, you may not see Him but you know through your faith, that He is real and that He does exist. Our faith is the most relevant aspects of our belief in Jesus Christ, because without our faith we have nothing. But with our faith we are Christian believers that stand firm on our conviction of Jesus Christ and our faith in His name. You must have faith in something or you have nothing. Some people have faith in their money, their job, there family, sports, religion, and even themselves. It is a natural course of human reasoning to believe in something and have faith in something, the question arises though as to what you have faith in?

My faith in Jesus has given me strength and encouragement. My faith in Jesus is one so stable in my life, that I stand firm without a doubt in God's promises and His provisions for my life. I trust in the Lord, I Love the Lord and I have faith in Him.

Through my faith in Jesus Christ I have demanded demonic spirits to leave my presence and rebuked them in the name of Jesus. Our fear can interfer with our belief, but if we stand on the confidence and foundation of Jesus Christ name then we can rebuke any entity that comes our way. We can protect our family and ourselves through our faith. We have the power within us through our faith in Jesus and knowing that the Holy Spirit lives within us to stand firm and strong against the enemy.

"Stand Firm on Your conviction of Jesus Christ and you can conquer the world."

What is What?

Distinquishing the different objects and entities that are visible can be overwhelming when you do not understand what you are seeing or why? Determining whether you are dilutional or rationally accepting of the entities you see can be frightening and scary. The key is not to ever fear these objects, but remember that you are fearfully and wonderfully created in the image of God, and that he is your protector and shield to the dark forces. That your faith in Jesus will protect you at all times. That your faith in Jesus can empower you to 'rebuke' something you discern as evil from your presence. I don't need to quote scripture if you are a Christian believer then you know the biblical truths, and if you don't know the biblical truths then you need to search them out.

WHAT IS WHAT?

There are different colors of figures that are noticable. They are either white, transluscent, gray, or black. I will describe the behaviour of each of these forms.

WHITE
The white entities are the good entities that you want to see. They will shine above the church choir, or hover around a pastor while preaching, or hover around someone that is giving godly words of encouragement. these entities want to hear the praise of God from his people, many people would call them angels. I would even go so far to say, they are angels.

TRANSLUSCENT
The transluscent figures are the see through figures that hide in lighted rooms because you cannot see them, out of the corner of your eye you catch a glimps of a hazy cloud but yet you cannot make out the figure. These entities are not to be feared, they are observing natural day to day events.

GRAY
The gray figures are more of a neutral looking entity that is not good or evil. I haven't seen too many of these figures so I have little perspective on their purpose or why they are hovering nearby.

BLACK
The black entities are obviously, evil. They will attach themselves to you distorting your perception in life. In the bible you read about different spirits that attach themselves to people, if the black entity attaches itself to you, then you could become angry, resentful, bitter, selfish, overwhelmed, suicidal thoughts, ect. These entities must be rebuked when you see them or banish them from your home or office area. Do not be decieved these are not good entities to listen too or accept into your life.

As a Christian Believer you have the power to rebuke spirits that attach themselves to you or your home. What happens though is many people do not realize that we live in a spiritual world and we are surrounded by spiritual beings because we are spirit. God is Spirit and through the power of the blood of the lamb we can stand firm in our belief and banish these entities from our presence. Many people do not believe the spiritual world exists and will try to defraud your perception of the spiritual world you are observing and interacting in. Discerning of Spirits is biblical based.

I was given this gift to protect my family from harm. My family and I went through a very rough patch in or lives and God utilized this gift He had given me to redirect my path and bring me back to Him. I am still learning about the gift of discernment and the gift of seeing and I am not an expert on this topic I am just expressing my experiences and biblical belief to understand this gift.

I am not boasting of this gift, I am just trying to understand it. I have a passion to understand this gift so I can utilize this gift for godly purposes.

Do Not Doubt Yourself!

I am trying to understand my gift. I was told to learn about the gift, cultivate it and utilize it for the glory of God. Some individuals would see this as a taboo that should not be studied or even talked about.

I have been told to be cautious of who I tell about this gift, because many people just do not understand the spiritual realm. Basically, the unknown scares people so they refuse to accept that their is such a gift from God because they haven't experienced it themselves. The ultimate conclusion being that the gift of 'seeing' is from Satan. Placing this gift within the demonic category of spiritualism. Labeling this gift as a psychic instead of Seer. If you believe as I do, that everything under the sun belongs to God, that God is in control, and that God is the creator and perfector of our lives. If God is the creator of the universe and created even the stars, moon, planets, and all life forms. Do you not believe then that He that is Spirit would not also create spiritual gifts. There are many gifts that the Lord gives through the Spirit and each of them came from the Spirit and are used for the ultimae purpose of the Spirit.

Do not let those individuals that doubt your gift to discourage you from cultivating and and understanding it to the full knowledge God has in store for you. Feel priviledged that God chose you. If the gift of "seeing" is dedicated to God and His purpose for your life then do not fear the gift He has given you. Live life with the confidence that God is Good and through Him that we serve we can rest assured that He has a reason for bestowing this gift upon us.

If you allow fear to rule your thoughts then your gift can become dangerous grounds for you. If Satan can make you fear this gift then you can destroy God's plan for you. Doubting God and His glory can be more detrimental to you than breathing your last breathe of this life. The confusion that can set in when you doubt based upon others around you convincing you to doubt yourself will destroy you. Our God is not a God of confusion, but a God of order and a God with a purpose. The more of Jesus you have within your heart the more you can fight Satan's attempt to distract and discourage you from God's plan for the gift he has given you.

"Stand firm on your conviction of Jesus Christ and He will see you through. All things are possible with God, but with humans many things are impossible."

If you realize that you are doubting yourself because of human opinions, I advice you to pray fearfully to God, and ask for His direction and understanding knowing that He can see you through this road bump. It is so difficult to find individuals that understand this gift, that it is best to just allow God to guide you and direct you to clarification. Pray for insight and discernment of your gift. Remember all knowledge, wisdom and understanding come from the Lord, so ask Him for clear direction of your gift.

Seer vs. Prophet

Many people today do not know the difference between a prophet and a seer. A prophet has the gift of prophesy and speaks to a group of people based upon what God has given him/her to say. Whereas a seer is given the gift to 'see' the supernatural. That could include: vivid dreams, visions, or the ability to see 'in between space.'

There is so little written regarding the 'seer' and the web is bombarded with so much information regarding prophetic messages, yet, the information is grouped together and many people believe a seer and a prophet are one in the same. Be cautious of information that is circulating about 'seers' because if that information is not bilblical based then you are being misled. It is my goal to bring to the forefront the difference. If the information is not biblical based then it is on the darker side such as mediums and psychics. I am not a psychic or medium. I do not believe everyone has this gift of spiritual insight and the ability to see the supernatural.

I believe in the supernatural world, but I also know the dangers of worshipping angels and being deceved by the darkness of this world.

"Do not let anyone who delights in false humility and the worship of angels disqualify you. Such people also go into great detail about what they have seen, and their unspiritual minds puff up with idle notions. They have lost connection with the head, from whom the whole body, supported and held together by its ligaments and sinews, grow as God causes it to grow" Colossians 2:18-19

"Now about the gifts of the Spirit, brothers and sisters, I do not want you to be uninformed. You know that when you were pagans, somehow or other you were influenced and led astray to mute idols. Therefore I want you to know that no one who is speaking by the Spirit of God says, "Jesus is cursed," and no one can say "Jesus is Lord," except by the Holy Spirit. There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit distributes them. There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. There are different kinds of working, but in all of them and in everyone it is the same God at work.

Now to each on the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good. To one there is given through the Spirit a message of wisdom, to another a message of knowledge by means of the same Spirit, to another gifts of faith, by the same Spirit the gift of healing, by the same Spirit, to another miraculous powers, to another prophecy, to another distinguishing between spirits, to another speaking in different kinds of tongues, and so still another the interpretation of tongues. All these are the work of one and the same Spirit, and he distributes them to each one , just as he determines."   I Corinthians 12:1-11

The gift of propehesy is especially important. the Apostle Paul when writing and preaching to the Corinthians told them, "Follow the way of love and eagerly desire spiritual gifts, especially the gift of prophecy. Those who prophesy speak to people for their strengthening, encouragement, and comfort. Those who speak in tongue edify themselves, but those who prophesy edify the church. Those who prophesy are greater than those who speak in tongues, unless they interpret, so that the church may be edified; I Corinthians 14:1-5

Paul emphasized the edification of the church and the importance of prophesy to the church;Therefore, he says to be eager to prophesy.Obviously, the importance of prophesy is so profound that the church craves this gift for edification and uplifting when they are becoming discouraged.

Before David got up the next morning, the word of the LORD had come to Gad the prophet, David’s seer:
2 Samuel 24:10-12
The LORD said to Gad, David’s seer,
1 Chronicles 21:8-10

There is a difference between 'seer' and prophet but sometimes this spiritual gift is combined based upon spiritual maturity. Gad was only a 'seer' not a prophet at this time. Your own perception of seer and prophet will be given upon our own revelation of biblical scriptures. Seek and you shall find the answers.

THROW IT AWAY-BURN IT!

God is Good, O'He is wonderful and precious to me, and I am falling in love with Him more each day. His messeges and what He gives to me is a blessing to me.

I have been trying to discern this gift of 'seeing' and what God has in store for me. I have questioned this gift and I have been trying to figure it out, because you know as humans we are curious beings that want to find a reason for everything and we want to know how it works and why?

Last week I visited my pastor's wife to ask her a few questions about my gift of  "seeing." I had been informed that Paula would be the perfect person to speak with regarding the questions I had, and the things I was experiencing. I told Paula about my gift of "seeing" things of the spiritual realm. The entities I see vary but they have common denominators. They are human form, with facial features, and they are either: clear, gray, bright white or black in color. I have discerned that the white figures are good and the black figures are evil. I have also discerned that the gray are neutral, and the clear are hiding their figure so they are undistinguishable on whether they are good or evil.

I have also discerned that this gift of  "seeing" is a gift from God for my protection and for reassurance and affirmation of my faith in God.  Sounds two-fold because it is. I am just so thankful that God has seen that I was worthy enough to be given such a gift.

Paula defined my gift as being a "Seer" and that she did not know much about this type of gift but she did confirm she believes in the Spiriual realm and that I should be cautious of who I tell about my gift. I told her I was aware of the reaction of people when you say you can see things, people freak out. I even had one pastor asked if I was schidzefrenic or if I had a family history of schidzefrenia? No, I haven't. no one in my family has any such thing. I took this offensively when this pastor made such a statement to me. I still respect him, however, he has been knocked down a notch in my respect of pastor book. How could a pastor not believe in the Spiritual realm?

Paula gave me some suggestions for reading on "Seers". I was able to find out that most people believe a "Seer" is a Prophet and that is incorrect. A "Seer" sees things such as forms, and pictures, and they must discern what they mean and who they are for, and whether God wants them to speak regarding the image or not to relate the incident. Whereas a "Prophet", gives prophesy to the people, which is direct Words from God. There is a difference.

Kings in the Old Testament had a "Prophet" and a "Seer" that worked for the King in advicing him and counsel.  That is interesting isn't it, so if they were one in the same why did the Kings have two?  Look that one up yourself. I Samual: read the Book.

Paula suggested I check out this John Paul Jackson. I reviewed his website and ordered a book by Jim Driscoll, "The Modern Seer".  I felt heavy and uneasy about reading this book. I scanned through sections after the first few chapters because something didn't sound right. He was qouting scripture but it was not in alignment with God's Word.


DO NOT READ THIS BOOK OF SATANIC CONFUSION
    (The Modern Seer)
1) Our God is not a God of Confusion
2) He stated, "everyone has the gift of seeing" That isn't biblical.
3) He was also stating that Seer and Prophet were the same and that the Seer is more powerful/important than the Prophet. That is not true either.
4) The Seeing Jesus Excercise

Let Me explain my experience after reading this book. God told me to BURN IT!!!

After reading/scanning the book, which took two days and I paid $22.00 for it. I sat down in my living room to finish reading it, got out my highlighter and I was all excited that I was going to learn something pertaining to my gift of "seeing". Turned off all the noise in my house so I could concentrate on this book. Then the uneasy feeling came over me as if something was off. I began reading the book and started seeing the discrepencies with the Biblical truths.  I stopped highlighting and started scanning the book. Then I went to the last chapter on the "Seeing Jesus Excercise".

At this time in my life, I have a strong powerful connection with the Lord. I began to pray regarding this excercise and Jesus said, "Quit, Don't do that." and He repeated the phrase. Then I prayed for God's discernment to Guide and lead me in clarity of His Words and what He did want me to do. He said, "Get Rid of the Book." I thought internally, What? Again, He said, "Get Rid of the Book, Burn It!" I answered, burn it? He said, "Yes, Burn it now." I put the book down with all good intentions to 'burn the book' but it is 12:30 in the evening, if he says to burn the book, then I will.

This is very profound, because  just went to my pastor's wife for direction. She gave me the necessary tool to find the information I was seeking, but it was not biblical based. I don't blame her for this incident but this is a warning to be cautious of what you read, and if it does not align with biblical truths then it is a deceitful disguise of Satan's. He wants us to be decieved and confused that is why you need to be firmly planted with the gospel of Truth at all times.

After this incident, I have no intentions of purchasing another book on "Seers". I have prayed that the Holy Spirit will teach me whatever it is that I need to know and that He will guide me and lead me in the Way of the Truth.

"For the Lord gives wisdom from His mouth comes knowledge and understanding." Proverbs 2:6