The Middle of No Where

My mother and I were going to Wal-Mart one evening. While in the vehicle I felt a heavy presence around me. I dropped my mother off at the door to Wal-Mart and I told her, I needed a few minutes to myself and then I would be in to find her.

I got out of the van, and opened the back door to the van. I could not see the entity, but I felt the intensity of the air that was radiating with anger. I told the entity to leave my van because it was not welcome in my vehicle. The entity did not leave the van, "Fine, if that is the way you want to be." I shut the van door and went into Wal-Mart.

After my mother and I were done shopping. I went to the van and again, opened the van door and asked the entity to exit my van. The entity told me, "No". So I shut the van door, and proceeded to go in silence to Little Ceasar's to pick up a pizza. Again, I opened the van door, and I told the entity. "It's like this you either exit my van or I will drive you as far out into the country as I can and drop you off out in the middle of no where. The choice is yours." The entity, still was hanging on and would not exit. I went into the building to pick up the pizza, I then returned to the van. I opened the sliding side door and again ask the entity to exit the van. I told the entity, that it was not welcome in my presence or around my family. Again it refused to exit my van.

I told the entity, "fine, I have already warned you." I proceeded to drive south out of town, despite the fact, I lived on the north east side of town. I got to the edge of town, and I could hear the entity begging me not to take it out in the country. I told it, "You should of got out of my van when I asked." The entity was very angry at me and said, 'I am only hear to help.' which I knew it wasn't because if it was there to help then I would not of felt the anger radiating from it.

I continued to drive in silence and drove to a country road and demanded in the name of Jesus for this spirit to leave my vehicle. The entity left my vehicle, but then when I went to return to my van seat, and drive away, the spirit had climbed back in. I felt the heaviness of the spirit, then stopped the van. I prayed over my mother and blessed her in the name of Jesus, and I blessed myself using blessed anointing oil I had in my pocket. Then I demanded the entity to exit my vehicle again, in the name of Jesus, and I proclaimed the power of the blood of the Lamb on myself, my mother and my vehicle which blocked the entity to returning to my van.

After driving away, I felt the heaviness had lifted and my van was peaceful once again.

I seem to be sensitive to the heaviness of the atmosphere around me. Normally, when someone is angry, upset, overwhelmed, frustrated, consumed with anger, ect. there is a presence oppressing them that causes them to react to these emotions. God did not intend us to expereince these negative emotions that are uncontrollable but left to us peace. When your emotions are overriding your sensibility then you should pray for deliverence from such a spirit that has attached itself to you and it is oppressing you.

You have the power within you through your faith in Jesus Christ to block any dart or arrow from the enemy. The problem with the world is that they do not recognize these forces working around us, but just accept that these are natural emotions we are experiencing based upon the situation. I have found that this rational way of thinking is incorrect because God inteneded us to live victorious with love, peace, forgiveness, joy, gentleness, self-control, faithfulness, and happiness. God intended us to live with the nine fruits of the spirit as Christ Jesus did while he walked upon this earth. I we can learn to live according to the fruits of the spirit then we can live victoriously for Jesus.

Faith as Small as a Mustard Seed

God is so God! He is the author and perfector of our lives. He is the Almighty God of all.

"You unbelieving and perverse generation," replied Jesus, "how long shall I stay with you? How long shall I put up with you? Bring the boy here to me." Jeuss rebuked the demon, and it came out of the boy, and he was healed from that moment. Then the disciples came to Jesus in private and asked, "why couldn't we drive it out?"

"Jesus replied, "Because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain,'Move from here to there, and it will move'. Nothing will be impossible for you.
Matthew 17:17-21

Do you know how tiny a mustard seed is? it is approximately 2x smaller then a piece of rice. Imagine taking a piece or rice and cutting it in half, then cut it in half again, that would be a mustard seed.

The disciple were lacking in their faith, and didn't have even a small amount of faith to cast out demons. They doubted themselves.

Anything is possible with God, but with man everything seems impossible. Through our faith in Jesus Christ we can live in victory with the Blood of the Lamb. Our faith is the most powerful tool we have. Our faith in Jesus Christ can move mountians. Our faith can restore our marriages and broken relationships.

Faith is believing in something that you cannot see but you know without a shadow of a doubt in it's existence. It is like air: you cannot see air but you believe in the air you breath. God is the same, you may not see Him but you know through your faith, that He is real and that He does exist. Our faith is the most relevant aspects of our belief in Jesus Christ, because without our faith we have nothing. But with our faith we are Christian believers that stand firm on our conviction of Jesus Christ and our faith in His name. You must have faith in something or you have nothing. Some people have faith in their money, their job, there family, sports, religion, and even themselves. It is a natural course of human reasoning to believe in something and have faith in something, the question arises though as to what you have faith in?

My faith in Jesus has given me strength and encouragement. My faith in Jesus is one so stable in my life, that I stand firm without a doubt in God's promises and His provisions for my life. I trust in the Lord, I Love the Lord and I have faith in Him.

Through my faith in Jesus Christ I have demanded demonic spirits to leave my presence and rebuked them in the name of Jesus. Our fear can interfer with our belief, but if we stand on the confidence and foundation of Jesus Christ name then we can rebuke any entity that comes our way. We can protect our family and ourselves through our faith. We have the power within us through our faith in Jesus and knowing that the Holy Spirit lives within us to stand firm and strong against the enemy.

"Stand Firm on Your conviction of Jesus Christ and you can conquer the world."

What is What?

Distinquishing the different objects and entities that are visible can be overwhelming when you do not understand what you are seeing or why? Determining whether you are dilutional or rationally accepting of the entities you see can be frightening and scary. The key is not to ever fear these objects, but remember that you are fearfully and wonderfully created in the image of God, and that he is your protector and shield to the dark forces. That your faith in Jesus will protect you at all times. That your faith in Jesus can empower you to 'rebuke' something you discern as evil from your presence. I don't need to quote scripture if you are a Christian believer then you know the biblical truths, and if you don't know the biblical truths then you need to search them out.

WHAT IS WHAT?

There are different colors of figures that are noticable. They are either white, transluscent, gray, or black. I will describe the behaviour of each of these forms.

WHITE
The white entities are the good entities that you want to see. They will shine above the church choir, or hover around a pastor while preaching, or hover around someone that is giving godly words of encouragement. these entities want to hear the praise of God from his people, many people would call them angels. I would even go so far to say, they are angels.

TRANSLUSCENT
The transluscent figures are the see through figures that hide in lighted rooms because you cannot see them, out of the corner of your eye you catch a glimps of a hazy cloud but yet you cannot make out the figure. These entities are not to be feared, they are observing natural day to day events.

GRAY
The gray figures are more of a neutral looking entity that is not good or evil. I haven't seen too many of these figures so I have little perspective on their purpose or why they are hovering nearby.

BLACK
The black entities are obviously, evil. They will attach themselves to you distorting your perception in life. In the bible you read about different spirits that attach themselves to people, if the black entity attaches itself to you, then you could become angry, resentful, bitter, selfish, overwhelmed, suicidal thoughts, ect. These entities must be rebuked when you see them or banish them from your home or office area. Do not be decieved these are not good entities to listen too or accept into your life.

As a Christian Believer you have the power to rebuke spirits that attach themselves to you or your home. What happens though is many people do not realize that we live in a spiritual world and we are surrounded by spiritual beings because we are spirit. God is Spirit and through the power of the blood of the lamb we can stand firm in our belief and banish these entities from our presence. Many people do not believe the spiritual world exists and will try to defraud your perception of the spiritual world you are observing and interacting in. Discerning of Spirits is biblical based.

I was given this gift to protect my family from harm. My family and I went through a very rough patch in or lives and God utilized this gift He had given me to redirect my path and bring me back to Him. I am still learning about the gift of discernment and the gift of seeing and I am not an expert on this topic I am just expressing my experiences and biblical belief to understand this gift.

I am not boasting of this gift, I am just trying to understand it. I have a passion to understand this gift so I can utilize this gift for godly purposes.

Do Not Doubt Yourself!

I am trying to understand my gift. I was told to learn about the gift, cultivate it and utilize it for the glory of God. Some individuals would see this as a taboo that should not be studied or even talked about.

I have been told to be cautious of who I tell about this gift, because many people just do not understand the spiritual realm. Basically, the unknown scares people so they refuse to accept that their is such a gift from God because they haven't experienced it themselves. The ultimate conclusion being that the gift of 'seeing' is from Satan. Placing this gift within the demonic category of spiritualism. Labeling this gift as a psychic instead of Seer. If you believe as I do, that everything under the sun belongs to God, that God is in control, and that God is the creator and perfector of our lives. If God is the creator of the universe and created even the stars, moon, planets, and all life forms. Do you not believe then that He that is Spirit would not also create spiritual gifts. There are many gifts that the Lord gives through the Spirit and each of them came from the Spirit and are used for the ultimae purpose of the Spirit.

Do not let those individuals that doubt your gift to discourage you from cultivating and and understanding it to the full knowledge God has in store for you. Feel priviledged that God chose you. If the gift of "seeing" is dedicated to God and His purpose for your life then do not fear the gift He has given you. Live life with the confidence that God is Good and through Him that we serve we can rest assured that He has a reason for bestowing this gift upon us.

If you allow fear to rule your thoughts then your gift can become dangerous grounds for you. If Satan can make you fear this gift then you can destroy God's plan for you. Doubting God and His glory can be more detrimental to you than breathing your last breathe of this life. The confusion that can set in when you doubt based upon others around you convincing you to doubt yourself will destroy you. Our God is not a God of confusion, but a God of order and a God with a purpose. The more of Jesus you have within your heart the more you can fight Satan's attempt to distract and discourage you from God's plan for the gift he has given you.

"Stand firm on your conviction of Jesus Christ and He will see you through. All things are possible with God, but with humans many things are impossible."

If you realize that you are doubting yourself because of human opinions, I advice you to pray fearfully to God, and ask for His direction and understanding knowing that He can see you through this road bump. It is so difficult to find individuals that understand this gift, that it is best to just allow God to guide you and direct you to clarification. Pray for insight and discernment of your gift. Remember all knowledge, wisdom and understanding come from the Lord, so ask Him for clear direction of your gift.

Seer vs. Prophet

Many people today do not know the difference between a prophet and a seer. A prophet has the gift of prophesy and speaks to a group of people based upon what God has given him/her to say. Whereas a seer is given the gift to 'see' the supernatural. That could include: vivid dreams, visions, or the ability to see 'in between space.'

There is so little written regarding the 'seer' and the web is bombarded with so much information regarding prophetic messages, yet, the information is grouped together and many people believe a seer and a prophet are one in the same. Be cautious of information that is circulating about 'seers' because if that information is not bilblical based then you are being misled. It is my goal to bring to the forefront the difference. If the information is not biblical based then it is on the darker side such as mediums and psychics. I am not a psychic or medium. I do not believe everyone has this gift of spiritual insight and the ability to see the supernatural.

I believe in the supernatural world, but I also know the dangers of worshipping angels and being deceved by the darkness of this world.

"Do not let anyone who delights in false humility and the worship of angels disqualify you. Such people also go into great detail about what they have seen, and their unspiritual minds puff up with idle notions. They have lost connection with the head, from whom the whole body, supported and held together by its ligaments and sinews, grow as God causes it to grow" Colossians 2:18-19

"Now about the gifts of the Spirit, brothers and sisters, I do not want you to be uninformed. You know that when you were pagans, somehow or other you were influenced and led astray to mute idols. Therefore I want you to know that no one who is speaking by the Spirit of God says, "Jesus is cursed," and no one can say "Jesus is Lord," except by the Holy Spirit. There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit distributes them. There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. There are different kinds of working, but in all of them and in everyone it is the same God at work.

Now to each on the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good. To one there is given through the Spirit a message of wisdom, to another a message of knowledge by means of the same Spirit, to another gifts of faith, by the same Spirit the gift of healing, by the same Spirit, to another miraculous powers, to another prophecy, to another distinguishing between spirits, to another speaking in different kinds of tongues, and so still another the interpretation of tongues. All these are the work of one and the same Spirit, and he distributes them to each one , just as he determines."   I Corinthians 12:1-11

The gift of propehesy is especially important. the Apostle Paul when writing and preaching to the Corinthians told them, "Follow the way of love and eagerly desire spiritual gifts, especially the gift of prophecy. Those who prophesy speak to people for their strengthening, encouragement, and comfort. Those who speak in tongue edify themselves, but those who prophesy edify the church. Those who prophesy are greater than those who speak in tongues, unless they interpret, so that the church may be edified; I Corinthians 14:1-5

Paul emphasized the edification of the church and the importance of prophesy to the church;Therefore, he says to be eager to prophesy.Obviously, the importance of prophesy is so profound that the church craves this gift for edification and uplifting when they are becoming discouraged.

Before David got up the next morning, the word of the LORD had come to Gad the prophet, David’s seer:
2 Samuel 24:10-12
The LORD said to Gad, David’s seer,
1 Chronicles 21:8-10

There is a difference between 'seer' and prophet but sometimes this spiritual gift is combined based upon spiritual maturity. Gad was only a 'seer' not a prophet at this time. Your own perception of seer and prophet will be given upon our own revelation of biblical scriptures. Seek and you shall find the answers.

THROW IT AWAY-BURN IT!

God is Good, O'He is wonderful and precious to me, and I am falling in love with Him more each day. His messeges and what He gives to me is a blessing to me.

I have been trying to discern this gift of 'seeing' and what God has in store for me. I have questioned this gift and I have been trying to figure it out, because you know as humans we are curious beings that want to find a reason for everything and we want to know how it works and why?

Last week I visited my pastor's wife to ask her a few questions about my gift of  "seeing." I had been informed that Paula would be the perfect person to speak with regarding the questions I had, and the things I was experiencing. I told Paula about my gift of "seeing" things of the spiritual realm. The entities I see vary but they have common denominators. They are human form, with facial features, and they are either: clear, gray, bright white or black in color. I have discerned that the white figures are good and the black figures are evil. I have also discerned that the gray are neutral, and the clear are hiding their figure so they are undistinguishable on whether they are good or evil.

I have also discerned that this gift of  "seeing" is a gift from God for my protection and for reassurance and affirmation of my faith in God.  Sounds two-fold because it is. I am just so thankful that God has seen that I was worthy enough to be given such a gift.

Paula defined my gift as being a "Seer" and that she did not know much about this type of gift but she did confirm she believes in the Spiriual realm and that I should be cautious of who I tell about my gift. I told her I was aware of the reaction of people when you say you can see things, people freak out. I even had one pastor asked if I was schidzefrenic or if I had a family history of schidzefrenia? No, I haven't. no one in my family has any such thing. I took this offensively when this pastor made such a statement to me. I still respect him, however, he has been knocked down a notch in my respect of pastor book. How could a pastor not believe in the Spiritual realm?

Paula gave me some suggestions for reading on "Seers". I was able to find out that most people believe a "Seer" is a Prophet and that is incorrect. A "Seer" sees things such as forms, and pictures, and they must discern what they mean and who they are for, and whether God wants them to speak regarding the image or not to relate the incident. Whereas a "Prophet", gives prophesy to the people, which is direct Words from God. There is a difference.

Kings in the Old Testament had a "Prophet" and a "Seer" that worked for the King in advicing him and counsel.  That is interesting isn't it, so if they were one in the same why did the Kings have two?  Look that one up yourself. I Samual: read the Book.

Paula suggested I check out this John Paul Jackson. I reviewed his website and ordered a book by Jim Driscoll, "The Modern Seer".  I felt heavy and uneasy about reading this book. I scanned through sections after the first few chapters because something didn't sound right. He was qouting scripture but it was not in alignment with God's Word.


DO NOT READ THIS BOOK OF SATANIC CONFUSION
    (The Modern Seer)
1) Our God is not a God of Confusion
2) He stated, "everyone has the gift of seeing" That isn't biblical.
3) He was also stating that Seer and Prophet were the same and that the Seer is more powerful/important than the Prophet. That is not true either.
4) The Seeing Jesus Excercise

Let Me explain my experience after reading this book. God told me to BURN IT!!!

After reading/scanning the book, which took two days and I paid $22.00 for it. I sat down in my living room to finish reading it, got out my highlighter and I was all excited that I was going to learn something pertaining to my gift of "seeing". Turned off all the noise in my house so I could concentrate on this book. Then the uneasy feeling came over me as if something was off. I began reading the book and started seeing the discrepencies with the Biblical truths.  I stopped highlighting and started scanning the book. Then I went to the last chapter on the "Seeing Jesus Excercise".

At this time in my life, I have a strong powerful connection with the Lord. I began to pray regarding this excercise and Jesus said, "Quit, Don't do that." and He repeated the phrase. Then I prayed for God's discernment to Guide and lead me in clarity of His Words and what He did want me to do. He said, "Get Rid of the Book." I thought internally, What? Again, He said, "Get Rid of the Book, Burn It!" I answered, burn it? He said, "Yes, Burn it now." I put the book down with all good intentions to 'burn the book' but it is 12:30 in the evening, if he says to burn the book, then I will.

This is very profound, because  just went to my pastor's wife for direction. She gave me the necessary tool to find the information I was seeking, but it was not biblical based. I don't blame her for this incident but this is a warning to be cautious of what you read, and if it does not align with biblical truths then it is a deceitful disguise of Satan's. He wants us to be decieved and confused that is why you need to be firmly planted with the gospel of Truth at all times.

After this incident, I have no intentions of purchasing another book on "Seers". I have prayed that the Holy Spirit will teach me whatever it is that I need to know and that He will guide me and lead me in the Way of the Truth.

"For the Lord gives wisdom from His mouth comes knowledge and understanding." Proverbs 2:6