CURSED CHURCH

Last night I attend church with a friend. This was an older congregation of Southern Baptist members. As one woman told me, "We are a Hillbilly Church." They were very friendly and made me feel welcome.

I did not feel uncomfortable but very welcomed in by every member that came to shake my hand wondering who I was. I have been looking for a church since I moved to the area and now, I am getting down to business on attending the area churches. Attending church gives you a sense of community.

This brings me to this church, the Baptist believe that man is the head of the church and you should only read from the King James Bible no other. The preacher was loud in his sermon of how sinful we are and not to stray. That any one can backslide and not to let that happen because you are not guarenteed a seat in the kingdom. Ok. I do not believe once saved always saved but personally I believe that I have strong connection with the God Almight and I am a chosen child of God. God will correct me but I his little princess. It is not that I do no wrong it is that he corrects me and purifies me of my errors. The beliefs of the Baptist are not mine, I will propably not attend again.

This brings me to my vision of a black man hanging by a nooze in the church and another man standing their with a white sheet over his head representing KKK (Klu Klux Klan) I was deeply disturbed with this image. I was given the message by my guardian angel that I needed to know what this church as about and that the curse of their actions from 2-3 generations has not been lifted. They are a rascist church that hung men years ago.

The church as not admitted to their part in this tragedy and therefore still have the cloud of the curse upon the church and it will last upto 4 generations.

This was not holy ground but desecrated ground that was cursed therefore the church is dying and cannot flourish and grow. The congregation was 60 years old and older. These are people that will not admit their is a problem and live in the past, but yet believe if they do not sin they will go to heaven.

The preacher emphasised how sinful people are and we will always be sinners. What about forgiveness of the cross and Jesus Christ being our Advocate before the Father. BeWare of Churches that have this ideology of us living in a sinful world and we should be fearful of not being able to enter the Kingdom of Heaven consequencely if you live under the umbrella of Christ, "Everything is permissible, but not everything is beneficial." "There is no condemnation for those that are in Christ." "If you live by the Spirit then your walk will flourish, prosper and grow."

Praise God I have a loving father that said, "I shall never leave you nor forsake you." Regardless of my imperfections I am a Chosen Child of God and He Loves Me beyond compare. I am worthy of His Kingdom, I am worthy of his communion, and I am worthy serving him. I answer to no man but I answer to God... Great and Mighty is the King of Kings Lord of Lords that I serve..

Protect Your Children

We are surrounded by spiritual beings that are out to steal, kill and destroy not only YOU, but Your CHILDREN. If they can alter your children's behavior, actions, emotions and outcomes then they can destroy Your Children. How can we protect our Children from the Enemy?

We must Prepare them for the world and equip with them with the tools needed to fight the enemy daily.

Tools: Biblical quotes, Communication with Jesus, anointing oil, Prayers, and Unity of numbers.

The Enemy is powerful because of its has strength in numbers whereas Christians want to go it ALONE.. What is that. We pray alone, We worship Alone, We live alone, we isolate ourselves from the world around us with the dillusion of our own hope that we are ok. But how many times are we not, ok? How many times has our anger and frustration consumed us to explode at the market, yell at the car in front of us going to slow, explode on our children, ect. You get the point.

I am not going it alone, ever. God is with me always but he also said, do not forget the gathering of the saints. Even the saints didn't go it alone. They were assisted by each other, the angelic protectors and guides, and God's hand of deliverance.

Our children are the next generation, and it is high time we prepared them for this world of destruction with the tools not only necessary to function in society has a productive citizen, but with the tools to fight the forces of the enemy surrounding them.

We are not alone in the realm of existence we are surrounded by demonic forces, spiritual beings, angels and watchers. Jesus said, "I shall never leave you nor forsake you." and He didn't leave, He is here around us, through us, in us. He is more powerful than any force that comes up against us. Through His blood we are saved from the enemy, from His blood we are redeemed from this world.

Jesus is More than Enough for Me...And I have too make Him more than Enough for my Children. Showing them the Way!

Communicating with the Dead

The daily activity that transpires around me can be overwhelming. Spirit beings that are earthbound wander from place to place either tormenting people, watching out for people, helping people, or guiding them in what direction to go. A biblical principle that "You should walk by faith, not by sight." brings into mind these spirit beings most people cannot see.

I am gifted with this spiritual gift of sight to see spirits that are around us, and with this comes negative energies also.

Paul says to test the spirits to know if they are of Christ or not. I do test the spirits I want to know who they are, what their names are, what they want, why they are showing themselves to me. The many questions that run rampant in my mind as I am communing with the spirits. Many people would say this is a medical condition, but it isn't.

I ask for confirmation from the spirits. I do not like to be decieved by them, and I have the ability to rebuke them from my presence. Jesus the most powerful of all names gives me the power to rebuke and redirect these beings as I see fit. I do not fear what I am experiencing but I do question them.

Communicating with the Dead that are still earthbound is common, yet many people frown upon communing with them. I would make this statement; you can be afraid of them or you can deal with them directly with the authority that God gave you. Most spirit beings are not here to harm you but to protect, guide, send messages, and watch over you. Everyone has a spirit guide assigned to them that is their guardian angel, and then the spirit beings that appear around them. A person must be able to distinquish the difference between their spirit guide and a wandering spirit, but do not be afraid to commune with them.

Throughout the bible the spirits are talked about and discussed. This is a biblical concept that many today want to ignore and not recognize.

New Beginnings

We live in a world filled with possibilities and ever changing circumstances that can have endless outcomes. Sometimes in our lives we long for a shift in our lives that will reflect our growth as a whole being. My shift has emerged into this beautiful picture of peace and serenity.

I walk down a path that brings freedom to my spirit. My life has shifted and morphed into the unknowing of a new beginning for me. This life is temporary yet brings test and trials that you are to overcome and conquer along the way. Many people fear this change in their lives as they grow spiritually, mentally and physically into something more than they ever longed for. This New Beginning brings a new life, of being re-born again.

I hope you do not fear change in your life but bring to the fulfillment of the destiny that is your and yours alone. Do not be afraid to love again. Do not be afraid to begin again a new life, a new beginning, a new love, a new job, a new home and new YOU!!

Life is too short to live with regrets of an outcome you do not yet know. Reach for the stars and let them take you down this journey of rememberance to a place you longed for to begin with. Do not be stagnant in this life accepting what is set before you but reach for more, knowing their is always growth in our mist in whatever circumstances we may find ourselves.

God did not place us here just to exist but to grow, mature, and to be the best possible you ever. Sometimes we must release that one thing that is holding us back from this progress so we can grow into the being God intended us to be.

I have learned that God gives us many paths but their is only one path to Him. He is their reaching out with His hands to hold you up in the depths of dispair to pull you through this journey you are on. You are not alone in this journey He has given us helpers to assist us along the way. It is a matter of listening to these helpers that are here to direct and guide us down our path of life.

Love surrounds us if we only open our hearts and minds to the reality of what God has in store for us.

Walk Me Through the Fire

God is Great, Awesome All Powerful, All Knowing, omnipresent God that surrounds me. I feel the power of the Holy Spirit envoking his stregnth into this day and He is Walking Me Through the Fire.

I cannot say it enough, that God is Good!!

I Love Him who Created me, above all, no man can compare to His love and His provision. He said, "I will never leave you nor forsake you." and He has never left me.

I am going through some rough patches in my life and today I need the strength of a steadfast lion, and the reserve of a tiger, with the agressiveness of a bear. My God will give me the strength of His power to know when to foster each of these animal instincts into today. He has guided me through this fire and will walk hand in hand with me down this path. I will walk away victoriously because God has already ordained it. His greatness knows no bound, and he blesses his obedient children beyond compare. God is Good.

God tells me, "I am with you every step of the way. I am with you through this Fire, I will not leave you and you will walk away with your head held high and your integrity in tack. You are my child and I am your Father and I will protect you, guide you lead you down the road of my direction. DO not fear child for I am with you until the end of all eternity. You have showed your obedience to me and I have blessed you. You life is shifting but it is shifting for a good reason and a good cause, do not believe the world when changes come to your life, they are changes for your benefit. Child you have followed me as I directed you to. You gave your all to the situation placed before you and you will reap your reward from your obedience to me. I love you my child and you are blessed without compare. A new job, a new life, a new love and a home in your future. Because you have obeyed me, I will bless your children. I will give them the rewards of your labor in this. Now your connection with me is so strong that nothing can sever it. Enjoy the ride and live your life for me always."

Thank You Lord for that message. You are so Awesome, so great, so wonderful to me. How can I ever repay you? "Through your obedience to me is all I ask."

The Tallest of Indians

I seen the tallest indian in my life dressed in full indian leather warrior attire. I would have to say this Indian was a good 6'10 in heigth. I had seen his Indian face before but not his entirety of spirit. I knew he was tall but dressed in full gear just takes your breath away. He had bones around his chest area that he was using as armor of protection. His face was lean with dark charcoal underneath his eyes ready for battle. He had a feather dressing with several feathers dangling down his left side of his face.

Normally the visuals I recieve are not so vivid and descriptive but vague to me. I had fasted for two days and on the second day I was capable of seeing clearly, that wasn't my intention because I had never truly fasted before.

This day was different because my visions had subsided but due to my overstressed emotions the previous day it had caused me to loose my appetite. Then on this day my emotions had mellowed down to calm and a clearness of direction.

I also had a woman come to me, she said, "The man is coming, get ready." She repeated this phrase three times to me then dissapated.

Then a man came whom I believe was my husbands grandfather, because when I asked him who he was he would not give me a name but said, "I am his grandfather." He told me, "Let Him Go!"

See the vagueness of this statement. One a man is coming, was the man the spirit I was speaking with or was it an actual man coming? Then the man telling me to "Let Him Go!" Again this was stated three times. He also stated: "You need it and He needs it." Obviously he is talking about my husband.

This was strange because I had never spoke to his grandfather before. My husband doesn't believe in my gift, and has done everything to discredit it. I do understand the message but the girls message is different because she didn't say 'he is coming' she said "The man is coming, get ready." She also said to "Be Prepared."

This blog is a sounding board for me and I really enjoy posting on my wall, I don't post daily because what I experience is beyond people's imagination and I could be concidered a crazy lunatic by human standards but I Love the Lord and that is all that matters.

Bitterness to Forgiveness

Capturing the moment and living in the present is one of the most difficult things to do. We live in a fast-paced society that is constantly moving and we cannot seem to slow down enough to enjoy the beauty surrounding us.

Many people live in the bitter past that has consumed their every waking moment of sirenity. What is the sanity in that. Your consumable mind soaks up daily memories to grab on too for life time, do all of them need to be kept in your box of memories, can you forgive and live in the present?

I do not have this fear but my sister does: of becoming a bitter old woman. That I will never do. I hope and pray her life does not lead her there, but I believe our angry can be built up so high and the scares dug so deep that bitterness seeps in without realizing the it. If you are conginitively aware of the bitterness that can grasp your whole being then you can stop it in its tracks.

My step-mother became a bitter woman. She was consumed with rage and anger. She turned her back on those people that had a lifetime of wonderful memories with her because she refused to forgive them for their disloyalty. Man will fail you, man will let you down, man will disappoint you each and every time, but it is up too you to decide that you will not allow them to destroy who you are as a person in the process.

Jesus said, "turn the other cheek". He also said, "You should forgive 7x7x7x7 times anyone that had done you wrong."

How many times have we failed God? How many times have we disappointed Him? How many times have you asked for forgiveness?

I am so imperfect in this human form and I make daily ghastly mistakes that I must ask God for forgiveness from. Does he forgive me? Yes, because He loves Him. I live with the confidence of knowing through my faith that my God is a Forgiving God.

There are consequences to our actions and sometimes God allows certain things to play out in our lives based upon our own actions. It isn't that he has abandoned us, but that he is disciplining us for our indiscretions.

I turned my back on God at one point in my life. The consequences were severe. I lost my job, I lost my house, I lost my husband, my family was destroyed, and my life hit rock bottom with a loud thud. I realized that my life didn't work without God. God is the source of who I am and where I have come along way with where I am going in life.

The Lord said, "I shall never leave you nor forsake you, 'but it is conditional: you must never leave me'."